Contorted Journey

I'll do anything you want

But hold me forever

Be a nightmare in my sleep

Scare me forever

Like a bullet in my soul

Kill me forever

All the lies I have sold to you

Are sour thorns in my mouth

-Lacuna Coil, Honeymoon Suite

Will I give that much for him? My beloved knight?

Finally! I have those 2 CDs Tito Mike sent me for Christmas! And to think he ordered them all the way from Moscow, Russia. Thanks Tito Mike. Too bad I can't give a long-distance thank you properly.

Until now I still think of him but someone has come to contort those emotions. Should I let this shadow descend and pilfer these feelings? Must I? If I let him then at least this knight will no longer haunt me and put tears in my eyes. But to be in love with a shadow I don't even completely know....